February!

Since I returned from Jeju island, I've been just doing idle... For the first two days back home, I'd been busy scoring the pilot speaking test (NEAT-National English Ability Test -for Korean high school students) and finishing the online writing class.

February began, and suddenly, nothing to do.

I always wished for more time to do something,
and now I want that SOMETHING to do.

I don't want to think this is because Moon is away in Japan... I don't even know when he will be back. He left on Jan 11. It has been three weeks already. He finished writing the conclusion part of his thesis (for master's) but has not received the VISA (to work there; he has the student visa now) yet. He wants to come home but his parents do not let him and I don't know why. When he comes back, will I have enough time and energy to see him? I have too many things to think about right now and the stress level is way too higher than usual.

Fortunately, I am still very optimistic and believe that everything will be okay. Nothing in life ever works out as wanted or planned, so there's no need to worry about the future. When something happens, then it is best  just to go through it with the best way possible at hand... I am not even sure about the nearest future... Maybe I should just let life go on ... and do my best every minute.... because worrying about future does not change anything.